Tag: hauntedhouse
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haunted house || bibliography
Bibliographies are proof that work is never done alone, even if the work is done “alone.” I love taking this academic concept and applying it to my songwriting and production. As always, this bibliography is not comprehensive, but merely what/who I remember thinking about when I wrote and produced “haunted house.” bibliography (“haunted house”)
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haunted house || lyrics
i am a haunted house and i am the owner coming home after a 20 year vacation turn on the light it remains dark open the door and it falls off the hinges trip off my own panic trigger as I walk on through creak in the floor I spin around there’s nothing there but…
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i am a haunted house
Finding words to talk about music I’m releasing can be, at times, very tricky. I’ve always used songwriting as a way to process confusing events or feelings. (ok! I’ll be real, all the emotions are confusing to me. Why do we have emotions? {rhetorical— please don’t tell me} and why do they effect me? How dare…
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hypervigilance
I had just moved to a new city in the middle of the pandemic. It is in moments of deep change when it feels like I’ve actually never really noticed what it feels like to be alive. Hypervigilance. But it goes beyond that, it’s not just that I feel like I’m experiencing life for the…
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the tricks
Sometimes the tricks stop working. The 54321, and the box breathing, journaling, meditating. It just all stops working. And then sometimes it starts working against you. You notice your breath, but is it too shallow? too heavy? is the way you’ve always breathed? are you getting enough oxygen? is there carbon monoxide in the air?…