3 words that I’m looking to feel this season:

1. peaceful: which is not a numbing/lack of/repressed emotional state but rather a contentment of and acceptance of it.
2. curious: I find that I am always coming back to curiosity. why am i feeling this way? why don’t I want to feel this way? what if it is not good/bad but neutral?
3. rooted: because I’m feeling uprooted from many things it feels like the things I’ve lost are all that I’ve had, but that is not true. I’m deeply rooted in ____ (what?). When everything I’ve known is shifting, again, how can I find this sense of grounding?